Is this the correct word?

Hello, first of all I have to thanks skyler for his comment it really helped! I know you might be wondering about my title...Well, here it goes! One day I was thinking to myself what the word LOVE meant. I found out that the word LOVE is too complicated to describe, but as always I wasn't going to give up that easy so I started to mention the qualities of this word. This was what came to mind...LOVE: it is pacient, kind, it is not jealous or proud, it doesn't count up wrongs, it forgives , it always trust, it is compassionate, understanding, unselfish, comforting, it always believes, it is sincere, it is being able to miss everything about the person you LOVE, putting that person first instead of yourself, it is able to accept that someone for who they are and not for what they have or can give, it is a total detachment of yourself. These are some of the qualities that came to mind I know I am missing some, but I couldn't remember! sorry! Juan I truely, honestly Love you! This is the way I am feeling right now and I never want it to end! Baby, I LOVE YOU! miky

tRULY, dEEPLY mADLY IN lOvE

So last night I couldn't sleep. I closed my eyes and I saw Michelle, opened them up again, and saw Michelle. The only thing I could do last night was write about her and how much I love her...

It's Called Sleepless in Love

Amarte ha sido mi cielo. Esto que siento por ti es inexplicable.Solo se, que te quiero, y si te apartaras de mi, seria mi vida, mas vacia de loque era. Toda mi vida me condene a no amar, de vivir sin sentir amor, pero tu me cambiaste.
Tenerte a mi lado es un lujo que me produce gran placer. Como los reyes tienen su gran tesoro , mi tesoro eres tu. En mi solo despertaste una pregunta, ¿Porque me amas? que tengo yo que te produce gran extasis? Pero entiendo que no vale la pena saberlo para no aruinar el momento. Sea lo que sea, te amo. Si el cielo se desapareciera, no perderia yo mi esperanza de estar en el, porque estar contigo es estar en el cielo.
Eso que llamamos "cursi" es solo un detalle admirable. Que ya siendo de ti, no me molesta, me atrae mas a ti. Quisiera tenerte ahora mismo en mis brazos.
Ahora mismo estoy el el fondo del abismo, del mismo infinito, esto por no tenerte a mi lado. Y asi como tu sientes un extasis conmigo, yo siento lo mismo contigo...

And there's more but that's to special to write here. Michelle I love you, and I never want to leave you...

Movie making!

New hobby, movie making. I'm making music videos with Final Fantasy 7 9 and 10. Just found a new way to entertain myself when i'm not with michelle. ¿yay?

Is anyone there?

So after being a month with my marvelous, beautiful, enviable yet simple enough to be humble girlfriend, many things have come to mind. My only problem with these thoughts is that they have brought me nothing but bad, really bad feelings. I feel like if I'm growing distant with her and truely and sincerely this breaks my heart. I'm going to college, the Universidad de Puerto Rico, Recinto de Humacao, (¿Wow?, no!) I feel terrible because my girlfriendis in tenth grade! I'm in twelfth grade with 3 more days of class left. The problem isn't that in going to college, the problem is that the college is in Humacao, a southeastern part of here, Puerto Rico, and I currently live in the northern part across San Juan. This, in case you don't know IS FAR! It'll be days without miky, and with women that look like men with breast! But whatever, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Personally, my parents say we won't last, and I've told Miky that, and as always ( but ambarasing) She always takes things maturely, making me feel like a complete idiot, only because I break my mind over things like that, which I still am, but whatever, Michelle, I love you, and I will do whatever it takes to make these things go away. I just wish sometimes that I could just disappear off of the face of the earth with Miky, just to avoid these problems, but since I'm no magician, much less easy going, 'cause I'm hard headed, ignorant and just a bit over the top, proud and egotistical (thanks skyler, it's true), i'VE GOT TO TAKE THINGS FACE ON! (my goodness, i'm my own father, nooooooooo!)

Scared!

hi bloggers, i know you might not know me. My name is Michelle , Juan's girl friend. I have to confess I was really scared to post. Still am , but I wanted to get an opinion from anyone on this subject... Being scared is something I am really comfortable with, I explain I've being scared of many things in my life , but it has never being like this. I am really scared of the future , of what life has planned for me. I have this terrible fright about what is going to happen to me. I am also scared of losing something or some one i love ... but most of all i am scared of what lies ahead. So if any one feels or has felt this way and wants to give an opinion on this subject feel free to do so. bye!!!

¿Yay?

Well, the AP is over. I took the English, Math and Pre-calculus. The english test was a piece of cake, math wasn't as easy but I finished it, And Pre-cal., well, what can I say never payed attention in class and never heard of it, so I didn't finish it and I gave up, pathetic, don't you think so too. Well I don't know about you but that test made me feel like crap...